my mother.....a evil or a angel?

my mother an evil or angel?
when i am a child,my mother like a angel...because she only care,think of me..
but now... she now only care my brother...
4 years....already 4 years..
my world is full of lie.... LIE!!!!!!!!!
that is cause by a misapprehend that my father cannot accept...
this had destoy my lovely family....
haiz...now i already cannot feel that feeling anymore...