when i hear a song name '' a ma de hua '' i will think about my grandmother....
i had a long time didnt write the blog bcuz i dun wan see about myself
i hate myself....fucking me....ish!!!!!!
the song i like it....but a sad song

i have a happy life now....

i hope i will stop at the happy time...
i hope my exam will pass with a flying colour ....
i hope all my wish will come true...
after my grandmother had pass away, i only can felt what is important and what is love...
i hope all will happy always....
i hope...
i hope........
will come true..
thanks God ......
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this time is real wan..................

this time is real wan...my grandmother is already pass away..when i phone my mother, she tell me the bad new...when i hear the news,it is vry vry sad...then and also i cry...luckily,i got u all...that is my friends...
thanks 4 all my friends
now i am ok...
i had to prepare now to kl...
thanks you

a bad and unfortunate day coming....

last saturday,it was the last day 4 holiday...i think it will pass very fast..but not think so..
at that night when i am back from tuition,i heard a bad news...that my grandmother is already send into the hospital now and she at emergency...i was shock.so my mother had to go back kl to see my 'po po'
no only this,my father had to go kangar to work for 1 week.....oh..........i had alone at include the day of mooncake festival....i felt alone....luckily , i got internet...if not i dunno wat to do with my BROTHER!!!!!

a girl had lose her wonderful family...

i hate my mother ...because she is too care me till i dun have freedom
but i also hate my mother because she dont care me..she say a lot of thing that i dont wan to hear and felt heard...
that is long time ago....(for me,but only 5 years ago)i had a very good mother..she take care me when i am sick..she always strain about me....i am a happy child...but only one thing....one thing only...that had already destroy my lovely family....that time i am just 10 years old...and then..father and mother argue everyday...everyday!!!!!! i hate this house...but luckily i am 开朗de people...i dun care..but every time after my mother and father argue,she will bit me...that is problem....

my mother.....a evil or a angel?

my mother an evil or angel?
when i am a child,my mother like a angel...because she only care,think of me..
but now... she now only care my brother...
4 years....already 4 years..
my world is full of lie.... LIE!!!!!!!!!
that is cause by a misapprehend that my father cannot accept...
this had destoy my lovely family....
haiz...now i already cannot feel that feeling anymore...

frist day i use blog.......

today is my frist day i use the blog....
i hear about my friend that tell me blog can let me happy more and learn more